i really don't want to go back. i really wouldn't mind going back, if, school wasn't in the way. i mean, it's so unfair. i never get a break in chem, and it's just incredibly unfair. i just want to cry. i mean, my grades are just a number, yes, but still, it still isn't fair. what am i going to do? i suppose i could just give it all up. you know what? fuck it. i don't need to worry about it. i don't need it. so, i'm just going to stop worrying, and let go of it. it's not a big deal. it's just a number.
and that, still doesn't solve my problem.. of leaving. what am i goinng to do? i love my family, a lot, i don't want to leave, and leave them all here. it's not fair. and, still.
i know other people are worse off than i am, and it bothers me that the world would be so cruel. i wish, things would change, not because it should, but because it could, and it needs to, and life would be so much easier.
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