But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose, than to have never lain beside at all.

because i can't control what's going on. i wish i could make this world happy. i wish, i could make people satisfied. but, how can i make everyone satisfied, if i, myself, aren't. the problem with giving everyone what they want, is not everyone is going to get exactly what they want. not at all. i wish, i could make people happy. that in some way, i make them feel better, in some way shape or form. i want happiness. people, walk around as if they're waiting to let things go past them, and let things go on without them. how depressing is that?

to the people who have given up, please. don't. there's so much more to this life, a life full of inspiration, of love, of romance. there's a life ahead of you, don't let things throw you down. go out, do something. get out. hang out. don't die. be happy. your life is waiting for you. your lover is waiting for you. things, aren't as complicated as they may seem, now. things are simple. if they're not, now, then they will be. go out, find someone, who loves you for you.

i know, i'm not an inspiring person. but, that's what i've always wanted my writing to do, inspire. inspire men and women alike, to go out, and be more than i could ever be. i want people to go out, take that boy or girl they want, swing her into your arms, and kiss them, for the sake of you doing what you've always wanted. in this life, of complications, such small actions, truly mean a lot, in the long run. they speak to you, motivate, build confidence. i want to, be able to speak to people, through my poems, through my writings, through my feelings. because, if people shared the same view i had, things would be better. i want people to know how i feel, and how badly i want them to go out and do things i would never do. just do it. don't think. just do it.

live life to the fullest, and never let it go.