i wonder why, i never wonder why.

i actually had nothing planned. if you take a look around, we're all motivated, by something, a need to excel, to prove something, whatever. it's funny how, it we all have that state of mind, where, nothing else matters. where, nothing is more important to us that moment than that dream, which motivates us. motivation is a powerful thing.

my fitness teacher keeps telling me that, a confidence means everything. i don't see it. confidence will only take you so far. i can only believe in myself to a certain extent. then my logic takes over. we all need, some amount of confidence, to boost us up in our low times.

"Just scratchin' around, for something to believe in."

it's funny how we think the world revolves around us. and it's funny how, a lot of the times. it does. people will always amaze me. to the extent to which they will go so far to say something, to ask something, to do something, to figure something out.

this, made me laugh. a lot.