i, wanted to see, something that's different, something you said would change in me.

new post. i'm waiting to see how this is going to turn out. let's keep this a secret for now.

i need to make a change in myself. there are parts of me. which i hate. which i need to change. these things can no longer control me. i refuse to let them. i'm making a change. in myself. for myself, that's all i need. i want to be different.